The Mad Hatter turned to Alice and said, “You aren’t yourself, you’ve lost your Muchness” and I began to cry.
My life could run parallel to Alice in Wonderland. I have all the addiction, anxiety, confusion, depression, loss and plenty of madness pieces all in place. I used to pray that the Mad Hatter would find me and thump me on the head so I could discover where my Muchness had gone. It wasn’t the Hatter, but I was thumped and eventually found it through my journey into sanity & sobriety!
I’ve had to face down separation with 2 young kids to raise, alcohol & pill addiction, abuse, grief, and a crippling sense of fear and insecurity. I felt flawed, hopeless, empty, lonely, unwanted and I hated who I saw in the mirror. My journey into sobriety and healing took me on a path where I realized that you can’t always do this on your own, that it takes help, mentors with experience, faith in the universe and of course, time to heal and forgive yourself.
I learned that to take my life back I had to burn away all that no longer served me! I came to know myself, love myself and mastered the tools and methods to help me stay there! My clients come to see me for Reiki, chakra balance work, stress release but I also help them to find their center using the very same methods I used to unleash…my Muchness.
I also work with sober curious individuals. Men, women and teens who are curious about giving up alcohol but not sure how, who keep needing to numb out but not sure why. I love supporting individuals who want to get their spark back and reconnect with life in a new way.
It has been rough road, but not only did I come to find the love of my life, I also found freedom and bliss, my kids are amazing and healthy, I have 13 fabulous years of sobriety under my belt and I’m doing what I love and taking my singing and healing out on the road.
So I LOVE when Alice says, “sometimes I like to believe 6 impossible things before breakfast.” Because the impossible has certainly proved possible, when you unleash your muchness!
”If you don't know where you are going, any road can take you there.
Cheshire Cat
”You're mad, bonkers, completely off your head, but I'll tell you a secret... all of the best people are!
Alice
”A dream is not reality, but who's to say which is which.
The Mad Hatter