Unbelievable amazing weekend.
Surrounded by sobriety, laughter, music, talent, creativity, fantastic food, karaoke, truly special friends and a beautiful halloween chill in the air.
Thank you God. And not like ah, thank GOD. But like, thank you God, Universe, Karma, Energy, the Divine Feminine, Mom, Dad and Greg. All of whom have been smiling down on me with all their amazing plans.
After death or divorce they always say, you will laugh again, you will feel joy again, you will love again….for me one of those loves is preforming and singing my heart out. Something I haven’t felt able to do since the death and divorce in my life. Until yesterday.
I both auditioned for a musical AND hosted a slammin karaoke party in my beautifully decorated-for-Halloween-already home. Both of these things fell into my lap, handed to me by my Higher Power (and company) both for my very own healing and utter joy!
I had decided to trust the Universe again and slowly God began putting amazing gifts back into my life. I had no idea how empty it had become. Grief, financial fear and loneliness had made me a little self serving, resentful and bitter. Constantly worrying about next, stuff and things, instead of staying IN each blessed moment I’m given, truly seeing the beauty all around me and caring more about my people, sobriety, spiritualty, prayer and of course God.
Beginning each day, I ask God (as I chose to call it but whatever works for you) to use me for His greater purpose to keep me IN the flow instead of against it. And man…when you show up and take action, He notices. So coincidentally or not, as the weather shifts from the stillness of that beautiful summer heat to the subtle sway and movement in the brisk, cool autumn breeze…..so does my energy lift from basking in the sun to the raised eyebrows of inspiration, curiosity of what can’t be seen and the spark of excitement to follow.
Welcome Fall, and after you Higher Power… Stay curious my friends…and then watch to see what He will do. I dare ya.
